Orthopedic Impairment

History: I lost the use of both legs for about 3 days, and once the swelling went down, I had about 30% use of my right leg, and it began to shrivel (curl up).  My left leg I was able to get responsive (80% approx.) to gain limited mobility.  Getting around was still problematic and/or difficult.  Many people either did not know how to treat me, or what to say.   Some, because they could not “see” the problem accused me of “faking it” and some had unrealistic expectations. During these times, it is so crucial to be grounded in oneself and especially one’s testimony.

My home teachers gave a blessing, which I still cling to this day (over 20 yrs.) that “it would be as if the surgery never happened.”  The mercy involved, that he knew both my heart and my intentions.   I had, and still have, consequences of those choices, but was given a new lease on life if I prepared each day, as I should and in taking care of this temple of which I have been blessed.

I think that is often misunderstood in the minds of many people do not realize either the pain involved or the amount of time that is involved, both in healing and in reeducation (the person and the muscles/body to adapt-and some give up).  The pain can have one either drugged up or exhausted from the pain.

I’m glad we are having the opportunities to look through another’s eyes, because there is much that can change.  Many people have accused me of not understanding “what it’s like…” and then when I explain, there is an instant and lasting camaraderie because we have been through something difficult that few people experience.   I like to think that if I can do it, then they can do it also and I have had a few friends tell me so.  Things are possible and it’s a great life and a wonderful world.  Don’t give up on the ride just because, or when, it has a few bumps.  Stick to your resolution (of what you know to be true and right), and endure to the end. (1 Ne 22:31)

I also like to consider the prophetic counsel to “wear out one’s life, like a pair of shoes” to be worthy, ready, and of use to Him in this, His kingdom here upon the earth. (I think it was Pres. Spencer W. Kimball, but I could not find the reference).